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it's a lonesome walk by NikolasBrummer it's a lonesome walk by NikolasBrummer
at this point all there is for me to do is to move on. to go back to where I was, or find a new way of living ... after this right here turned out not work. there are certain things on my mind, certain emotions in my heart, that I need to get straight. you could have been my company for longer, but eventually, all there would be left is myself anyway. we're so absorbed with the idea of wrapping our souls around someone else when we know that nothing lasts forever. and as soon as it's gone, this feeling ... that is the point where we wonder how to continue. we got so used to living that life that we had that and now it's hard to accept the change. but really. it's all about accepting things. that's what you told. that's what I had known for so long. but with you speaking out the words, it grew closer to my heart and mind than it had ever before.
you gave me something and I'll carry it wherever i go, and even though you are walking with me in so many different ways, for this path you are no longer a companion. our ways will cross many times, this I hope, and I hope you do too. it simply feels right.

(day sixty-five)


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Lumette Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014
cool and peaceful : ) 
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esztervaly Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2014
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Nilanja Featured By Owner May 16, 2013
your photo has been featured in an article: [link]

please check it out :heart:
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner May 17, 2013
thank you, I appreciate it!
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namimosa Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Professional Photographer
Great photo and I love the thoughts behind it.
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esztervaly Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2012
featured here: [link] :hug:
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Great composition!
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DOC-LIVING Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
ah ok it's a shoot for a picnic'invitation ! when is the date ? lol ;)
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rayrei707 Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
What you running away from home:-)
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VMSnowflake Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
I like this picture :) and do you like being barefoot too? I just notice in a lot of your pictures you don't wear shoes. =p
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
bare feet are such a magnificent thing, and they just suit what I want to convey in my photos. :aww:
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VMSnowflake Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2012
Finally, I'm not the only one! =P
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Twilight-Lover-95 Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
I really really love this along with the description. And your expression is just breath taking to me
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Alexander-Syros Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
Those bare feet - a touch of genius!
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
:heart:
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Blasterkat101 Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Are you really that tall or is it because you're standing on your tiptoes? xD

This reminds me of an animated movie that I used to watch as a child (I still have it on VHS), one of the final scenes has a field kind of like this one. Or maybe it's not, but I feel like it is because the atmosphere in this picture reminds me of that movie, and that scene in particular.

It has become the tandem for my thoughts on the pathways we take in life, how people come and go (or maybe that's us who come and go).

How, when someone leaves, we feel like the world is undone and rebuilt inside us at every breath we take, but outside life goes on. And then, if we chance to find something (or someone) to remind us of that piece of life, the feeling comes rushing back, and we think again, life is truly indescipherable, wonderful.

Or maybe it's just me who feels that, but this picture made me feel that. That, and feelings I can't yet catch.

Thank's for making me reflect (:
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
I like how you captured this with words, somehow, yes ... it is exactly how it feels to me. This contrast of the life around and the life inside of us, that's also a big part of this entire process - tho' not particularly captured on this photo, but still, it's really a part of how I'm feeling at the moment.
Is the movie you referring to maybe "Spirited Away"? Because that is what it reminded myself of. :aww:

Thank you for you lovely words!
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Blasterkat101 Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
No (although it has a feeling of that as well!), it's an Argentinian animated movie from 1975 called "Trapito" (which is something like "little rag" in Spanish), it tell's the story of a scarecrow who has feelings. It's a very lovely movie.
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Lucjablonska Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
You really like that bag :-) I love how you seem to be floating almost, kinda how I want to feel. I wish I could just float away.
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
I adore that bag, aha. :aww: And thank you for your words, really.
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Lucjablonska Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem :-)
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ElisabethThe3rd Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
wow. I REALLY love your work. this one is.. kinda like what I feel at the moment. And when you capture a feeling with a photo, that's really something.
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
:heart: I hope you are up well, it's never to struggle with issues like this.
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crashmypartyhard Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I love how i look at the picture and know that your description will be beyond what i was expecting.
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Nilanja Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
wieder einmal wunderbar!!! :heart:
der nebel, der weg, die farben, der zaun, der koffer, deine nackten füße, der mantel, dein blick, deine pose - alles passt perfekt!!!

und wow, du schaust so erwachsen aus :wow: (vor allem wenn ich mir deine alten fotos anschaue^^)


ich brauche auch so einen koffer...
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
:heart: ach, mal wieder, vielen lieben dank. ich weiß auch nicht, aber mir kommt es auch so vor, dass ich auf meinen bildern so schnell altere.

flohmärkte!
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Nilanja Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2012
immer wieder gerne :hug:

ja, ich muss echt mal wieder auf einen gehn^^ mal wieder ist gut...ich war eh erst vor kurzem auf zwein :giggle: aber man kann da nie oft genug hin
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Flingor Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
Beautiful photo and I love the fact that you're barefoot. :)
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TheMoonCriedOut Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
There's an incredible lightness to you, like the ground has no hold. it's lovely.
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FrodoPrime Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
beautiful story line and composition
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Never-Brush-My-Teeth Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012   Traditional Artist
looks like you are levitating :)
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
who knows, maybe I'm about to take off. :aww:
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Annalu-Chan Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
what happend? :O write note!
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
notes are so unpersonal when it comes to personal things.
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Annalu-Chan Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
youre right. i think i understand without. im sorry for you x see you later at artschool
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mikroi Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012  Hobbyist
I really like your way to photograph!
It has been very interesting to follow your growth as a photographer.
Keep it up!
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NikolasBrummer Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
thank you a lot! it's nice to know you've stuck with me all this time, and I hope you're good with your own work as well. all the best!
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DeadSkarlett Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2012
amzing :)
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